The ugly me

Today is the 30th June 2007...No progress has been seen...I still cannot lose weight...Really feel upset about the shape that I am in...I am already not good in studies...Neither am I am good looking...I thought a better body shape make me feel better...But it is so sad to achieve...I cannot help but start to feel pity for myself...I am just a useless and worthless person in this world who is just waiting to die...I feel extremely hurt since the last rejection...I just cannot forget it and move on at the moment...I think I have serious problem...But who can help me?Nobody seems to care about me...